Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Ghosts in the desert

Went with my Aboriginal CD, Had a very pleasurable journey and experienced some strange and "trippy" effects, the kind I associate with halucinogens. I was in the desert again and walking towards an oasis, try to fly but unable, strange to be bound by gravity here.

Walking into the oasis day turns to night and I feel a slight chill. The oasis looks like it was once a temple, I see statues that look asian in origin and there are signs that a fire was burnt here recently. Looks to be small animal bones in the ashes of the fire. Chicken bones, I suspect. I look around the ruined temple for a while and then decide to go back to the desert.

I sit down at the edge of the oasis and look up at the stars, I recognise the constellations and feel happy to be in such a beautiful place.

I decide to make a portal and travel back, I make my way back to the ruined temple and think a large triangular doorway into existense. I climb through and am once again in our reality. Opening my eyes, the whole room seems to be flashing. A strobe like effect and everything seems more colourful than before.

The effect lasts for about half an hour. Interesting by-product of the audio.

Multi-dimensional experience

Went back today, but decided to use our Aboriginal Dreamtime CD...slipped back into Arcadia but found more gateways in the desert. On entrance was through a burial mound with several trees growing out of the mound. It was like entering an egyptian tomb, walking down a sloping passage until I reached a candle lit chamber. In the chamber is death, she is within the chamber and I feel confined here. I met her once before in this same place at Samhain, except I was dead then but that is another story.

Went back up through the tunnel and emerged not in the desert but in a jungle.

I lost it for a while, found that I was focusing on the audio track rather than on the journey itself.

Blacked out for a while...went somewhere else, was shown some things but could not remember later. Although I get flashes of people I met whilst somewhere else.

Found myself getting into a deeper state of trance...track ends and I'm brought back to reality.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Cain in the desert

Travelled back again, made it back to the desert, saw the approaching figure. Manged to reach him this time. He is Cain, leader of a colony here. He leads me to a city, guarded large wooden gates. walls 20 foot high, I can see the tops of buldings within and see people walking on them. The gateway opens, there are ladders spanning the walls of buildings without doors or windows. The means of entrance into a house/ building is through the roof. Cain directs me to a ladder and motions for me to go up. These people remind me of Ants, they have trapdoors on their roofs (some roofs are dome like and others have raised trap doors, a primitive drainage system allows water to run down the outside of th building where it is collected in large stone vessels, not unlike a trough. I see children playing with the water below me, often shouted at by old women.

Callback...end of track

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Through the doorway and beyond

I'm in a cellar...at least I assume it's a cellar. There is a pentagram on the floor and large white burning candles at each of the cardinal points. There's also a large leather bound book lying open on the floor. I try to read what's written in the book, it looks like latin and I'm unable to read it.

There are steps leading up to a doorway and a large mirror leaning against one of the walls. Looking at the mirror I can see sand dunes and can feel wind blowing through it so I assume it's a portal, grains of sand are being blown onto the cellar floor and the candles are struggling to stay alight.

I decide to check out the environment I'm in and climb the steps to the door, I try the doorhandle but it won't turn. I hear someone say "don't go back"

I return to the bottom of the steps walk up to the mirror and step inside. Bright sunlight, but I don't feel warm. Miles of desert everywhere I look. Try to fly...unable to, is like the gravity I know. I can only jump a foot or so.

See someone in the distance walking toward me, start walking towards them, but not getting closer. I feel frustrated and try running but it makes no difference. I think, "think yourself there".

That seems to help I get closer, but then I'm pulled back again. Voice in my head saying "let go", I try but I can't.

Each time I try I get a better glimpse of the person walking towards me. It's like I "zoom" in on his face and see him in finite detail. He's bald, looks to be about fifty, is tanned, has blue eyes and a scar on his right eyelid. He looks very serious and determined.

Being pulled back, my conciousness is now in my room at home. I lift myself from the sofa and glance at my watch. I'ts 2.30 am and the audio track is ending. Gotta write this all down and then get some sleep

Friday, August 26, 2005

Day one - Opening the Doorway

It's 2am in the morning GMT and I'm testing a binaural audio track I created. The track uses frequencies in the Gamma range and should put me into a state of trance and start the vibrations associated with Astral travel.(I find myself thinking about Doctor David Banner, of the Incredible Hulk fame).

The track lasts for twenty minutes...I'll report my findings later.

Rob
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